What: Calvin Klein Puffer Vest Condition: New With Tags Size: Large Color: Black Material: 100% Polyester Style: Inflated Lat Syndrome RN#: 54163 Measurements: Chest - 24 inches Waist - 23 inches Seat - 24.5 inches Bicep - 7.5 inches Length - 30 inches Shoulder Width - 19 inches Special Note: I spent 36 years of my life trapped in the prison cell of my own mind. Constantly barraged by fears, anxieties, thoughts and beliefs about myself that were never mine to begin with. I always thought I was an internal processor but as it turns out, that was me choosing to allow myself to be consumed by all the past external noise I had adopted as my own identity. Turns out, I process externally through a variety of ways but journaling is one of the most healing. It was a way to express all the hurt, anger, and sorrow I had carried for so long without taking it out on those around me. I could say the things that would be hurtful to others to hear. Because just like those who projected their own hurt into me for 36 years, that pain was never meant to be anyone else’s story but my own.