ben_19 It feels welded doing nothing at home, I want to work at Starbucks and for school to start to work and achieve something and it feels weird just not doing anything that’s what I wanted to say

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 Weird*

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 Also I love you very very much

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 And also your dad responded with a “thanks Ben” and it’s better that being left on read😂

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ is everything okay baby ?

Aug 20Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 yes everything is okay, i promise and i love you more and it's gonna be okay theres only one more week

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ oh they said end of the month ?

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ thought it was a full month from when they found out

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ also that’s what I was talking about earlier ^

Aug 20Reply

sav_banana_ ummmm til school were you will finally be doing something again

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ if I want to work, make money to spoil you

Aug 20Reply

sav_banana_ babe it's fine

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ but I just want spending money you feel me

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ also can you call me in the morning I miss you so much

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight baby

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 I love you

Aug 20Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight

Aug 20Reply

sav_banana_ im so sorry baby i just got home and stuff i couldn't text you

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ it’s okay

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’ve been waiting, for a little worried about you ngl

Aug 21Reply

sav_banana_ im sorry baby

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ how was work ? Everything okay?

Aug 21Reply

sav_banana_ ig so but i'll tell you about it more in the morning , im tired , goodnight, i love you with all my heart

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ wait!

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ did something happen ?

Aug 21Reply

sav_banana_ a tad upset i'll tell you in the morning

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 I’ll try and be up early

Aug 21Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ you there?

Aug 22Reply

sav_banana_ what?

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I wrote down a lot of things and I’ll tell you in the morning if you call

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 Also I took some sleeping meds

Aug 22Reply

sav_banana_ i still mean what i said

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I know

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 It’s I’ve been thinking about

Aug 22Reply

sav_banana_ what about ?

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 What*

Aug 22Reply

sav_banana_ thinking about?

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ it’s a lot

Aug 22Reply

sav_banana_ ok

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I can’t sleep

Aug 22Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe

Aug 23Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babbbeeee

Aug 23Reply

sav_banana_ what??????

Aug 23Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ my WiFi just crashed

Aug 23Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ sooo I’m going to try and go to sleep

Aug 23Reply

ben_19 I hope it’s back up in the morning but I love you, sweet dreams and goodnight :)

Aug 23Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ bbbbaaabbbe

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I just wanted to tell you that I love you

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ baaaabbbe

Aug 24Reply

sav_banana_ babeeeeeeeee i love you more

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babbbbeeeee I miss you more and love you more

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m stressing over my school schedule rn

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 I don’t knowwwwww what I got and I only took commercial photography to be with job and I might not be with him but I hope I do and if I don’t I’m dropping it and changing to forensic science

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 But forensic science was my second option so I hope it could be that too :(

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 I hate stressing :((

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m going to sleep

Aug 24Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I know you’re upset at me and stuff but something you said really hurt my feelings but to whatever I guess it’s not that big of a deal and I would like an apology text time I call but it’s okay hkh can dk what you want but I love you

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ well my day just got a whole lot worse

Aug 25Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 what hurt your feelings? and what happened?

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ when you said about me not meaning to love you that hurt my feelings js

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 And just financial problems

Aug 25Reply

sav_banana_ i never said that, i said that is typically only ever said when we don't mean it, never said that's how you meant it, anyways, financial problem

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ what about it

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 It’s a lot

Aug 25Reply

sav_banana_ nvm then

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ can I tell you in the morning

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m going to sleep

Aug 25Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I'm sorry babe. I didn't want to make you upset and I'm sorry I gave you all the details next time I won't talk to her at all unless spoken to and it's like yes or no. Is that okay baby? I'm sorry. I promise we barely talked and you are an amazing girl so there is no need for you to be upset bc you're all mine and I'm all yours okay baby. I’d

Aug 26Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ never do anything to hurt you or go against your word Bc I’m all yours and your all mine, I’d never cheat on you or anything like that. Ever ever, I’m sorry I told you play by play but I didn’t want to lie and then you find out the truth Bc that would be even worse. I’m sorry, I love you with all my heart, sole and body❤️ Also kiana says she misses you

Aug 26Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 and yet you still can't comprehend the AT ALL part

Aug 26Reply

sav_banana_ and this was your chance to show me that you can listen and can be trusted but obviously you cant

Aug 26Reply

sav_banana_ oh, and no it's not okay, but thanks gn

Aug 26Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ did I cheat on you? No I told you everything that happened so you’d know and I did eveyrthing you’ve asked of me. I told you the truth Bc f I lied and you found out another way. That’d be way worse

Aug 26Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 no you didn't do everything , but i'm done talking about it

Aug 26Reply

sav_banana_ you could've walked away or not talked to her at all (especially if she started talking first but what should i expect anymore?, youll just continue to do stuff like that

Aug 26Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay then

Aug 26Reply

ben_19 Well omw home I tripped over barbed wire and put a hole in my leg and then stepped on a snake and saw a skunk

Aug 26Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight savannah, I love you and I’ll text you or call you in the morning ❤️ I can’t wait to see you Monday

Aug 26Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hey I’m sorry I didn’t respond, we got a new fridge and I was installing it, I’m just now getting my school supplies but I love you, call me in the morning! Sweet dreams and I love you wth all my heart

Aug 27Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m going to sleep early too Bc I’m waking up early to go running

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 Goodnight, I love you 💕

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 And just to let you know, I cut Sara out and stopped talking to her the entire summer for you and she’s dated several other guys over the summer so obvi she’s over me and was just being nice, I don’t talk to her literally at all, and I was just thanking her and being polite but it’s whatever, that’s what I was saying before you had to give up you’re phone to your dad, but I’m showering and probably going to sleep, idk yet.

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 I plan on reading over the hw again but idk yet, we’ll see

Aug 29Reply

sav_banana_ um no bc elise texted me latish summer but it's whatever i don't care

Aug 29Reply

sav_banana_ when have i ever been wrong about this kinda stuff ? yea never

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ so you think she still likes me even that I don’t talk to her

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ so can I trust you then? I mean if you trust me and take my word I can take yours ya know. So I can trust you on that?

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ happy 10💕

Aug 29Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hey babes

Aug 30Reply

sav_banana_ hey babe

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ whatcha doin

Aug 30Reply

sav_banana_ nothing much lookig for shoes for you :)

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ 🙄🙄🙄

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 I found two shirts I might get but I want your opinion tomorrow

Aug 30Reply

sav_banana_ ok so ultra 3.0 you like of pharell's

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yes ma’am

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 But show me first if that’s okay

Aug 30Reply

sav_banana_ or******

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yes

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 I finalized my decision on what I’m getting you

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 Babe I’m going to sleep

Aug 30Reply

sav_banana_ Which one!!!!!!!!

Aug 30Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Pharrell Williams final decision

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 I just need to think about the teal ones or the tan ones okay?

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ okay, one more question now

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 babe i have another question

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yes?

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 Btw I’m going to shower and sleep soon and I’ll be positing a pic of us on my story

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ yeezy's or pharell's

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 babeeeeeeeeee

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yeezys

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 For sure

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 The blue tint yeezys ❤️❤️❤️

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ okay itll be a tad more expensive like $300

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 THe blue tints are what I really want I’m not going to lie but do you really feel comfortable spending that type of money ?

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ just as long as they stay in PERFECT condition, no wearing them on rainy days, if we break up i get them back, if something happens to them, you clean them immediately

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ^

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ found pair for 310

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ found a good pair for 260 size 11 looked up if they were true to size ad they sid it ran small and to sizeup one complete size, but its just 11

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ 11 is fine Bc I tried on 10.5s and they were a bit small

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 Is that the contract ?

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ yes thats the contract shake and probs buy tomorrow and im just gonna tell my dad i got new clothes and shoes

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ contract, shake tomorrow**

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ i bought sandals today

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ so ill tell him the $260 was for a lot of stuff

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ and I get them for 12 months? Not before? And if you buy them tomorrow I’ll buy your gift too

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ive been studying them, and they might not real

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ the ones in goat? Those ones are real

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ no different

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ oh I see

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 Then yeah idk😬😬

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ well im now comparing them to the ones on goat and they look the same

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay babe I’m going to sleep and call me around 6:30-6:45 okay?

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ :(

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ ok

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight babes I love you

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ but i want to talk to you

Aug 31Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 babe :(

Aug 31Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I won’t be able to come anyway Bc my card isn’t working

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ oh ok :(i was kinda looking forward to it but that's okay

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ^

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ you get your privileges back next week. I can still sneak out and give you money or something

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 But I should be able to see you next weekend though if that could work out but since my card isn’t working I need money to put on my card or I could use your card or brees maybe and oh her back

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 Babbbbe

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ bbbbbbaaaaaabeee

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ tonight? @ben_19

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ you can ask her and tell her i'll pay her tomorrow unless you don't want to sneak out

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ idk what to do, I think I’m going to get caught Bc Carmen is in a bitchy mood rn

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 I’m going to sleep babe

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ so early????

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ well i love you goodnight baby

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yeah I don’t feel good

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 Call me in the morning please

Sep 01Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i will

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight babes❤️ but I am a little sad Bc I wanted a kissing session and a booty grabbing session tonight :( but that can be for another time

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m having bad anxiety rn

Sep 01Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babes

Sep 04Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 hey baby :)

Sep 04Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I’m wearing my hair down tomorrow :) and I’m going to sleep so goodnight and I love you so much

Sep 04Reply

sav_banana_ goodnight baby i love you with all my heart

Sep 04Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah I’m going to be real with you, I can’t have a fake relationship, I’m not saying ours is don’t get me wrong but me and Kellie had a fake relationship and it wasn’t full and it was full of fights and bullshit. Savannah I can’t emphasize enough how much I f*ckn love you like damn. It’s so much and Ill be honest I feel like I let you and down and I’ve been shitty lately and I’m telling you right now, straighten my shit up

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ idc what you do and I’m telling you to slap me or pull me aside and smack my face a few times (lightly) Bc I know later I’ll need it to straighten up but I love you and goodnight and you need to see this first before anything

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ another thing, I need to convince myself I’m a good boyfriend

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 it means alot i just really want you to try this time, and ihelp convince you tomorrow, but i feel sick ad lik im about to pas out

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ and like the stuff you told me about your mom, my dad has done similar, but a long time ago not recent

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ben?

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I thought you were asleep but like what about your dad? I know what you mean but how and what?

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ and lay down and sleep

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 it'd be easier to explain in the morning, but i can tell you now if you'd like

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 and im currently doing 3 days of homework for math, so i kinda cant right now

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ it’s fine, tell me in the morning pls.

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 I’m going to try and help you more with homework

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ is fine, i dont need it

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ anyways i love you

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 well goodnight sweet dreams

Sep 05Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ but my tummy hurts :(

Sep 05Reply

sav_banana_ hey baby

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hey mammas :)

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 I’ve some good things to tell you in the morning but ITS AN IN PERSON THING

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ i need help :(

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ with?

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 Can’t really do much of anything on here

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ i dont know how to cite a quote from just a person

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ like from a speech or yourself ?

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ mark twain

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ if it’s form a book, cite the book, but if it was a speech then idk

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ idk either

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ :(

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ im trying at least

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ its okay :)

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ please hurry babe. You need to get it done ://// but I love you and goodnight ❤️❤️

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 I need to talk to you in the morning though at school :)

Sep 06Reply

sav_banana_ okay baby, i love you more goodnight sweet dreams, i promise ill finish it

Sep 06Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe I didn’t see your text and you’re not going to sleep are you?

Sep 07Reply

sav_banana_ hey baby i love you

Sep 07Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m so tired, I think I’m going to sleep

Sep 07Reply

ben_19 Be I loves you more

Sep 07Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 okkay baby goodnight sweet dreams handsome, i love you most

Sep 07Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I love you

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i love you more

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I love you more

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ than that

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 oh really?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ wanna come over tonight ;)

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ wait fr?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ im asking if you want to, you can sneak out and come over

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yes I want too

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 How would I get there?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 And are you off your period ?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ idk thats up to you to figure out, and yes i am

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ you could always ask bree again

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ bree wouldn’t say yes Bc she went to the football game and spent money today

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 So you want to have sex if I come over ?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ bree didnt say yes?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ what if you tell her ill pay her back?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay well I can ask

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 Can you answer my wuestion

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ yes i would, if you would like to

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 babeeeeeeee

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_shes not answering

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 An just walk over or something

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 Nd yes I would want to have sex too

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ what?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ "an just walk over or something?" que?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ bree isn’t answering

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ and yes I might just walk over

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ are you serious?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yes

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ for real?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ thats like 3-4 miles?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ idk if I should or not Bc if a cop sees me ik screwed

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ and you dont have money on your card?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 hello?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ bree said I can use her card and you’ll pay her back

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 I told her I would leave in about an hour

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ wait for real?????????

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yeah

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 When should I leave

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ and the rain?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 babe hello

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ wtf it’s raining

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 Does this mean we can’t do it now ?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ um yeah and lightning

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ oh damn I was getting ready and everything

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ so you dont want to come anymore?

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I don’t mind

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 Do you want me to still come?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ you sure?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ if you want to, ill bring a blanket and stuff, just need to know if you are okay with it

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 its up to you

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ and we will be on your back porch ?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ babe i need to know

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 You think it’s going to be to wet?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ near my back porch, i feel like on my back porch is too close for comforts

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ yeah maybe a little, although a good makeout sesh in the rain sounds nice

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 if you dont want to come because its raining, thats okay

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ idk what to do

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ ummm maybe dont come, my parents bed room door is open

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ you just checked ?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ i went to see if they were asleep and their door was open

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ im gonna go check again brb

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hey the rain is getting really heavy

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ yeah their door is casually chilling open, wtf

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ btw I can see you after the movie tomorrow Bc if my dad lets me drive I can visit you at work

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ dude for real wtf

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ not only is the door open but there is a light on

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ for real????

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ and what movie?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ also thats if i go to work

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ the nun

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ do you think they’re still awake ?

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ i dont think so

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 well then ig im going to sleep

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ we can try tomorrow night maybe

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ it same here

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 Love you sm

Sep 08Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 I LOVE YOU MORE sweet dreams baby

Sep 08Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hey

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I was at the movies

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ it says you were at someones house

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ i checked your location because you werent answering back, to see if you were at the movies and thats why you werent answering, but your location said you were at someones house

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 why did it say you were at someones house, it was no where near the movies

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ no baby I was at the movies, idk what that was about

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ and you aren't lying ?

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ because find my friends has never been inaccurate

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I posted pictures on my snap story

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 Hey can you sneak out rq?

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 I can drive over and see you rq

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ maybe..... id have to see if they are sleep

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I need to know rn

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 Rq

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ let me go check

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ nope door is open

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ and im pretty sure my dad is still awake

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 If not I can sneak out later with our plan from last night

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ i dont know why they would leave their door open unless skye told them more

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ no dude their door is open they would hear me trying to sneak out

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay that’s fine then, I’ll just go home

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 Why are they leaving their door open, you’ve never sneaked our to see me.

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 why do you think they leave their door open now

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ is that sarcasm ?

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ no im asking you

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 bc i dont know why

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Maybe it’s Bc you’re about to be ungrounded and you’ll try to sneak out idk

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i just dont understand

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 they werent doing that like a week ago

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 they just started doing it

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 and can you delete this listing and create a new one

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ maybe you should ask

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ i am tomorrow

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 im gonna ask them about it tomorrow

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m home btw, just got here and I’m looking at your 1 year gift

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 stopppppppppp

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 And idk what was up with the location but we did watch the nun and IT WAS SO SCARY. I SCREAMED THREE TIMES AND TE ENTIRE THEATRE LUGHED AND I SPILLED POPCORN EVERYWHERE

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ wowowowooww

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 im gonna go and annoy the shit out of them, bc im not suppose to eat in my room so im gonna go out there and turn the lights on and stuff

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i wont be answering for a bit, bye baby

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay mammas

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 well i went out there to go eat, and alice woke up and told me to eat in my room, and that their door is open because its hot and they are circulating the air which sounds reasonable so......... sneaking out will have to wait until it gets colder

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ ah makes sense

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 yeah

Sep 09Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i love you baby, goodnight handsome sweet dreams

Sep 09Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m not upset js

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 It would just be weird that’s all I’m going to say 💀

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 Idk why but it just makes me feel weird

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ BABBBBBE IM NOT UPSET

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 I SWEAR

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 OKAYYYYYYYY

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I LOVEEEEE YOUUUU :))))

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 I LOVE YOU MORE

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT BABY

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ :))))))

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ <3 <3 <3 <3

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight mi amor

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 goodnight baby, i will be up a little longer, i need to finish english proving to be a little bit of a struggle, and then shower and laundry

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 but im feeling a little bit better so that is the up side

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I wish I could help :((

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 Babe I have a question

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 It’s super duper important

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 BBBBBBAAAVEE

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 WHAT?????????????????

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 IM SORRY, I WASS READING/ TYPING

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 BABE WAT IS IT

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ do you still cry in the shower and have breakdowns ? And are you happier now than when you were before when you were somewhat depressed

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 no i dont, i rarely breakdown, but ngl i did have one today, and yes i am so much happier now than i was before, well i wasnt really happy then, but i am so so so much happier now than i was

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ so how’d you feel during our first month then?

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i felt happier, that i finally had someone to help me, but not happier about the other aspects of my life, why?

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m jw babe

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 But do you feel as though I’ve ultimately helped you be happier on the aspects of life and such ?

Sep 10Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ABSOLUTELY!!!!! I LOVE YOU

Sep 10Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hey mammas

Sep 11Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 hey baby

Sep 11Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I miss you, I could use you hugs and when we’re cuddling and you notice I’m sad so you sit in my lap and just smile at me

Sep 11Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ goodnight 😘

Sep 11Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 hey baby, i might be wearing something tomorrow that you might not like, it shows off my ass really good, but its like the papers you didnt like

Sep 12Reply

sav_banana_ but we are gonna see

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ what is it?

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 Ohhhh so they’re booty pants

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 Is that what you mean?

Sep 12Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 kinda, kinda not, you will see, but i dont know if you will like it

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okayyyy then

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 I whatevs

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 Do*

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 I’m going to sleep

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 Don’t feel good

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 I’m not tired

Sep 12Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 im sorry baby, did you take medicine

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m light headed

Sep 12Reply

sav_banana_ baby :,( im sorry

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I just walked and collapsed

Sep 12Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 baby just lay down, okay? i dont want you hurting yourself

Sep 12Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 im going to sleep baby, goodnight, please just try to rest, i love you with all my heart

Sep 12Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe

Sep 13Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 hey baby, sorry my phone died before i even left work, and my parents said they will let me know tomorrow about my grounding

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ aweeee :((( and btw I was joking about the entire thing :(((

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m honestly surprised they only grounded you for a month ngl

Sep 13Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 me too, and are you sure :,(

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ BABBBBBEEEE

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 OFFFFCCCC I WAS

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 I was just pulling your leg

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 And btw you should log onto your snap memories in the morning ;)

Sep 13Reply

sav_banana_ Whats in my memories??

Sep 13Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 and i know, its okay

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ special pics ;)

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 IM about to more photos too

Sep 13Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 yay :)

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m low key hot af

Sep 13Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i know you are babe ;)

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I miss you

Sep 13Reply

ben_19 Still grounded ?

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 no, not anymore

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 but i still get my phone taken at 8 every night, because they want me to "focus on my education"

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 but really they just dont want me talking to you, and im currently breaking down, but who gives a shit, not my parents

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ and skye kept texting me and i ignored her, and then she went on to text my dad and alice and my mom asking if i was mad, why, and telling them i wasnt answering

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ so now i have to call her tomorrow

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ and im just done, im done trying, im done being happy, im done pretending

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ baby please don’t :((

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 That makes me sad

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 On the good note... I found my pine cone you got me for Christmas 😂❤️❤️ and the valentine’s matter but it got mixed with a bunch of other papers :((

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ben im done

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Okay don’t take this in a wrong way, but it’s kind of a good thing to “stop pretending” but hear me out.. I know you’re happy with me and such but you can’t fake happiness at your home you know? Idk where exactly I’m going with this but with what you said I don’t necessarily agree or disagree on but I’m more in the middle. But I’m sorry :(

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Fake happiness is the worst thing anyone can have, we both know that, but this situation is pretty doo doo but I know I said this but it’s just going to take a while, sorta long time ya know? Both of us just have to get through it but you more than me and I just want to support you and everything

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 well if i dont fake it i get yelled at so yeH

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ baby I’m just trying to help you out

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Get your mind off things ya know?

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 yeah, maybe if you could talk to me but you cant so yeah

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 anyways ill get used to it, its gonna be just like summer

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 im just gonna go take a shower, ill be gone for a while

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ wait

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 This is going to be nothing like summer

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 But I love you

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 And please text me ASAP

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 yeah, it is gonna just like summer

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Stop the negativity

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i told you that im done pretending, so yeah ben its gonna be just like summer, im not being negative, im being realistic

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 gtg

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ oh okay :(

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you I drink too much and that's an issue but I'm okay Hey, you tell your friends it was nice to meet them But I hope I never see them again I know it breaks your heart Moved to the city in a broke down car And four years, no calls Now you're looking pretty in a hotel bar And I can't stop No, I can't stop So baby pull me closer in the backseat of your Rover That I know you can't afford

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Bite that tattoo on your shoulder Pull the sheets right off the corner Of the mattress that you stole From your roommate back in Boulder We ain't ever getting older We ain't ever getting older We ain't ever getting older You look as good as the day I met you I forget just why I left you, I was insane Stay and play that Blink-182 song That we beat to death in Tucson, okay I know it breaks your heart

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Moved to the city in a broke down car And four years, no call Now I'm looking pretty in a hotel bar And I can't stop No, I can't stop So baby pull me closer in the backseat of your Rover That I know you can't afford Bite that tattoo on your shoulder Pull the sheets right off the corner Of the mattress that you stole From your roommate back in Boulder We ain't ever getting older We ain't ever getting older We ain't ever getting older

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 So baby pull me closer in the backseat of your Rover That I know you can't afford Bite that tattoo on your shoulder Pull the sheets right off the corner Of the mattress that you stole From your roommate back in Boulder We ain't ever getting older

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 We ain't ever getting older (we ain't ever getting older) We ain't ever getting older (we ain't ever getting older) We ain't ever getting older (we ain't ever getting older) We ain't ever getting older We ain't ever getting older No we ain't ever getting older

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 This was the song I listened to after the night I fell madly in love with you but I remember we would also sing along to perfect by ed shearen

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 And I already have my outfit planned for tomorrow but I think we should start planning each other’s outfits again just bc it’s a cute couples thing AND I think we should get an entire matching outfit like what you said earlier

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i dont feel good im going to sleep

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe what’s wrong?

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 my stomach hurts

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ 11:11

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ goodnight

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m just wishing and hoping you’re okay :(

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 I also feel like throwing up

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i also passed out in the shower and im just tired

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 anyways goodnight you arent answering back fast so im going to sleep

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Something really bad just happened

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 wdym

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 And yes you do need to go to sleep

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 But I love you and call me in the morning please

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Also I’m going to bring you something tomorrow

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ what happened

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 I just have to remember

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 But I will :)

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ ben

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ hello

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ ok so

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Was walking back from the bathroom and then this sharp pain hit my and I thought nothing of it but then it got extremely horrible and I felt where the pain was coming from and now there’s a bump

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ oh

Sep 14Reply

sav_banana_ im sorry

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ thanks

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 I’m taking pills

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 I’m going to sleep

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’ll say it again

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 But I love you

Sep 14Reply

ben_19 Savannah

Sep 15Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah

Sep 15Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe I’m worried

Sep 15Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah I have really bad news

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 I’m worried and I might have an anxiety attack but did you mean it when you said I love you back? And I need to talk to you in the morning, when we’re at school, in person

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Carmen is going to the hospital savannah, I’m so worried

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ hello?

Sep 17Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 why whats wrong?

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ idk, she might have a tumor

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 But I’m so stressed and I’m literally shivering, by Bc I’m cold but Bc I’m anxious

Sep 17Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 do you have my bag of money?

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ yeah savannah

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 I do

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m having an anxiety attack rn but how are you feeling ?

Sep 17Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i feel sick

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ be honest with me savannah

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 Did you take any?

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m going out on my roof

Sep 17Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 no

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ will you be able to look me in the eyes and tell me that tomorrow

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m going to sleep savannah, I love you and call me in the morning

Sep 17Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ok

Sep 17Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ still awake?

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ baaaabe

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I’m going to sleep soon

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ babe

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ Savannah

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 im awake

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ how are you feeling? Whatcha doin?

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 watching pearl harbor

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ can you answer my other question

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i feel fine, tired

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ then get some sleep honey

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i dont wantto

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ why?

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 just cause

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ive just been trying to clean up the mess i made

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ why? What did you do

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 the wings

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ okay savannah, I’m going to sleep. Please be safe and I’ll talk to you in the morning. Love you babes

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ok gn

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I need to tell you something tomorrow

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 what

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ it’s not important

Sep 18Reply

ben_19 Nd it doesn’t matter so I’ll wait until morning

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ok then

Sep 18Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 i love you baby

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ GUESS WHOS GETTING A LETTER MAN JACKET

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 AND A RING

Sep 19Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 FOR REAL????????

Sep 19Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 GUESS WHOS GETTING A RING

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ they’re letting you get a ring too!?

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 Also when do we turn all this stuff in?

Sep 19Reply

sav_banana_ monday for you

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ I think I might just get the letterman jacket

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 I’m going into the office tomorrow to ask about it Bc there’s some unclear areas

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 Idk if I’m getting the ring, kind of extra for me

Sep 19Reply

sav_banana_ oh :(

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ it’s also really expensive, idk I’ll have to see but I’m going into the office tomorrow to ask about the letterman jacket Bc in the form it isn’t clear in some spots

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ l will be talking to my dad tomorrow about it

Sep 19Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 ok

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ what’s wrong ?

Sep 19Reply

sav_banana_ @ben_19 nothng

Sep 19Reply

ben_19 @sav_banana_ promise ?

Sep 19Reply