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it was a sunny evening on the the road trading 30 mph on the road as you can hear the military tracks from the Humvee when all of a sudden, the tank in front of me blew in the air thirty feet vertically, one of my brothers died out of the 3 in the tank so I thought. As we came into the area where we were stationed my objective was to build a camp for us to be stationed and then serve in that camp to build a school in Iraq, we never got to building the school, but I think I did do some good later on by doing a stand comedy show live in Iraq in the middle of the war years later. I know that potbelly isn't the best I can do but I think I tried my best in this lifetime in serving in Iraq. If I could have done more, I truly believe I would have because I am finite, which means the best of the best when it comes to the military. C₁₀H₁₅N any ways this has caused me PTSD which made me go through multiple insane asylums years later with i still have traumatic psychosis where i think i have to be military all the time and still do think that because of my evolution of military status. So any ways when i came home i don't remember anything to date until i reach a point of remembering my life cycle in a repeat of an instance, an instance in a repeat of a targeted liberal lifespan maxing out at what i would believe is forty years and if it does exceed that i would like to be terminated for military reasons. So, you probably thinking what is that algebraic looking formula well its meth.