Cole Haan Air Kennedy high heel boots

These are still the most beautiful boots ive ever seen and I just had to have them. I splurged big time. However I have never worn them. Tried them on many times and I just cant do a skinny heel any more. And I wanted them so bad I refused to return them and now I just feel silly hanging on to them but I still love them 😫 but I think they should go to a home where some actual feet will wear them