God Uses Cracked Up & Messed Up People

I was reading the negative stuff some of you've been saying. You're right I've been suffering for almost 7+ years. I asked God why with all this pain am I still clothed, fed, loved, not in a insane asylum or killed myself and why has my story reached so many people. He said he was using me. Nine years ago I asked God to use me. God put this on my heart! "I'm showing these people what love for me can do. I will allow a 7+ year trial & you are still covered, loved, accepted, & anchored by me."