In Memory of my son Mark Anthony Saavedra 1997-2020 💔🙏

my family is always my priority I have been married since 1992 I have 4 kids I lost my first baby when I was 19 and my baby was 4m then I experience the pain of loosing a love one I had 3 more kids first two boys one born on 1994 he was my life then on 1997 another boy they were my life then a unexpected pregnancy on 1998 me and my husband decided to have a vasectomy so we can offer our 3 kids the best send them to good school take them to places and they received lots of presents on Christmas they make me feel so blessed and happy I was proud of my family but specifically for Tony 22 years old on 2020 he was the best he worked and studied at same time he helped everyone he can multiple times he brought friends to live with us for months sometimes because they were having problems with their parents they usually had problems with alcohol so my son offered them a safe place to live in he had a big heart suddenly he had a motorcycle accident on 2020 he didn't survive I felt that the time stop for me I couldn't enjoy my life anymore or enjoy what I used to loved or I haven't been able to cook to clean to be my self I moved to the smallest room of my home to feel safe I guess I just cried for months until I meet Jesus I can't give details here how it happened but God save me he sent messages using my angel son Tony talking to me on dreams until he give me knowledge that his plans are better than ours and that my son was in peace on his side that give me a relief now Jesu