distressed roan shoes size 9.5 usa size uk size 8.5... eur size 42.5 shade is a very light gray mixed with darker gray areas and white for the worn out distressed look. all signs of distressed look are factory made and they are supposed to look worn but please see last photo ..one shoe has stitch coming out. so you may need to stitch back together or super glue the area. selling as is and the price reflects the stitch problem... retail 79.00