Forgiveness- asking for it; my soul

Recently, I had two purchases from my closet. Unfortunately, I have an extremely rare kidney disease, which causes chronic infections, intenssse pain & 1000's of stones- some pass, others req surgical intervention. It's almost killed me, literally. I spent lots of time in hospitals. Shortly after I'd accepted both recent purchases from my closet, I wound up in the hospital, unable to fulfill to the orders. I'm asking for forgiveness, if this happened to you, and I would LOVE to make it up to you