So much has been lostππ»π¦ and more. I am doing me to make a come back.
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Sept 17th 2015 was the morning my daddy took his last breath. I've lost so many and now; Unfortunately, I'm reliving more than I can comprehend. I was his nurse...until his end. I did what was right but I still feel the aftermath. I just wanted what was best for him, to fulfill his wants and needs & daddy you win at being the best. I now am in a similar situation. It's really not fair. I'm a good person whoπ After everything, it is what it is. I have to accept that. I am hurting so. I have decisions to make. On may 17th 2022 I went for bloodwork... I gained the ultimate news. I am trying and doing. I fall and get back up. I have π― accepted this life but still no one can understand what it is to be me. I apologize for not being there on all levels. please forgive me. may you all be blessed and well. I will be back soon. for now I must do me. I'm very sick and 3rd pic is me now. to all the haters. no filters π€ͺ over it. to everyone else I love you and be the best you, you can be. π jo.
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cupofjoe
Like I said. I will rise.
cupofjoe
Pain only those who have a heart as large as mine can say they understand for enduring a loss so profound never leaves. I find this year is harder. I fell it's because I know it's real, before I still wasn't in full belief that he was gone. The man made of steel. My best friend and loving father. My rock. Yes. This is my reality now. And it's unspeakably difficult in every facet.
cupofjoe
And eventually I will find my flame to life again and go on again in his memory and to show I am the daughter of an incredible man. Made of steel, love and surpassed this life in many ways. I love you daddy. Jo we will forever be the best together just a matter of time before I can have you back. I miss you. Mukasoy
ireland7476
@cupofjoe I can add anything to your words. I don't know this pain, I know many others. I am the resilient survivor of sexual, mental and physical abuse. We are resilient. We didn't anything wrong. We raise back from the ashes. You are doing great and yes, there is a before and after. There is a point that changes you so... #survival #resiliance #empathy #love
ireland7476
@cupofjoe ****I can't
cupofjoe
@ireland7476 I am as well only a select few know my truth and who I was to who I have become. Partly because of man who saw my heart and didn't use it against me and a father who never gave up. So all the things prior are eased but never go away. If you ever need to talk I am here just know that. I send my love and continued strength to you. Some souls endure but defeat. I'm one. You are another. That's what makes us awesome.
ireland7476
@cupofjoe I have been telling my truth only now, after many years. Why do I have to hide, I did NOTHING wrong. However yes, the horrific details stay with me.
cupofjoe
@ireland7476 love you may have not done anything to deserve it but think of it this way would you rather it be you than someone else. And are you stronger because of it. Even fragile is a strength. Life isn't fair. I know all too well but it's what we do with our experiences that help those who need you. And only you. You are 1 of 1 never forget that. I'm here. Ok. Know I get your pain. And if I can I will do what I can to help. Just be good to you it's your turn to shine.
cupofjoe
@ireland7476 btw I just finished my first draft of my book when it's published I'll send you a copy if you read my message is all through experience and using my life to go on. It will never be easy but it is my story and I accept that. I hold grudges and I'm angry. We can't help that but love will always prevail. I promise.
ireland7476
@cupofjoe Please do. We need brave women. You qualify!π
cupofjoe
@ireland7476 and likewise π
lifeinstiches
Awe babe I feel your pain it was 20 years ago on the 29 of this month that I lost my gram & I till this day feel lost without her. I went to her for everything. She was the coolest gram in the world everyone β₯οΈ her. She was a big part of me & I am still πͺπͺπ« they say it gets easier but it doesn't. If I could say it does I would be lying to you. Big hugs
cupofjoe
@hotpantsrhoads hence why you mean so much to me. Your struggles r so related to mine and if I can make it easier in an way that fills my void thank you. π€π’
lifeinstiches
No, you saw it aboveπ π yeah, it is strange yet funny how much we have in common & there isn't any one that can fill that void. You shouldn't that, you can only help someone get through the day. But to fill a void like that is impossible. But I love you for trying π
mrad10five
Jo, I came across your page again. How are you? I remember commenting you last year on the post for your father π I am sending love to you, and crying because I relate π’ So many loved ones have gone, but I am thankful for the ones who remain and keep me going π½π Stay strong and know that you did everything to love & honor your father when he needed it most β€οΈ
cupofjoe
@mrad10five thank you. I'm ok. It's still like yesterday though. How are you. I'm just taking a tiny breather for me. Just trying to get through this moment. I really appreciate that you thought of me. Many people haven't. So I hope you are doing well and much love my friend. πjo
southerngal0724
Jo, I know exactly what you mean about being a caretaker to the end and wondering if you did all the right things. I lost my precious husband ten years ago, and I took care of him and held him in my arms as he took his last breath on this earth. There isn't a day I don't think about him and miss him, but I also smile at the many great things we did, and the days where we just were together in the quiet and enjoyed each other's company.
southerngal0724
I hope you find peace, but I'm afraid, dear Jo, that it takes a long while. Like I said, mine's been gone ten years and I miss him terribly but know that he's whole again, and surrounded by his loved ones. It seems the best ones are taken first. I pray for your physical ailments to subside, and that you find peace in your soul God bless.
southerngal0724
Dear Jo, I hope you're doing okay today. You've been on my mind and I just had to make sure that you're doing somewhat okay. Please drop me a line when you have a quick moment to relieve my worries. I feel like a little mama hen and you're one of my gaggle of chicks. I know that may sound funny but I think of you a lot, pray for you, and wish you all the best life has to offer.
cupofjoe
@southerngal0724 that sounds like something I'd say really. I'm ok. How are you. I'm just trying to get things done and not over do. The pneumonia is passed for now God willing. But I'm still not what I was before. The said it would be this way. I'm still here so that's a beginning. thanks love for sharing that with me. Much love always. Joππ
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fashionpolice13
And youβre awesome.
fashionpolice13
@cupofjoe yes. Ever bit of yes.
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Every bit of yes.
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